Well i have never done a blog and only read a couple but today well tonight i want to write one. First things first i am not very good at grammar i never wanted to be a writer just felt like venting and just sharing what has been going on with me. Well for the past couple of days i have actually felt like nothing and that i don't deserve someone that i believe i know that is special to me. Now i know this may be the most corny thing any of you read but i don't care at all think what you want it doesn't matter i love this girl 11 months gives me the right to say this no off and on just 11 months strong. Well let me tell you about her she is like 5'6 slim long legs very fashionable if i say so myself. She is smart kind cares about other people over her own self and i love all of that she is like my good side she is shy and sometimes very nerdy in the cutest way.
OK now that i told you about her here is who i am my name is DeAnthony Hudson born in Atlanta,GA but now lives in Decatur,IL I am 20 years old will be 21 in a month I'm 5'10-9 and an all around guys guy but enough about me the more i start to read what i type it sounds like i am signing up for e-harmony.
The real reason i am blogging which is the real things that people want to read is just like i said before i have been told that i am not good enough to be with my beautiful girlfriend. Her mom has never liked the idea of her daughter dating a guy that is 2 years older than her but 2 years really i have seen a lot of times that guys that are almost 80 date women who just turned 18 now i may be mistaken but i think all those guys had money i mean those guys were loaded i wont name names i will just let you guys wonder about who i am talking about.
but yea me and my girlfriend dated while i was in college (currently not there) she was my peace home sickness set in and kinda took over but she was there she talked to me about anything and everything and we just grew to love each other. But when i came home for the summer and for good i saw her and we grew closer and closer and her mom asked about me and had she seen me and had she been coming over my house which was my aunts house by the way but she found out and she flipped told me that she didn't like where it was going she didn't like how her daughter was lien to her and she didn't like the way or how fast we were moving. Now how fast can u move in 7 month i didn't ask her to marry me even tho one day i will marry her one day. but she came and told me to get my life together leave her daughter alone OK i said and left it at that 2 weeks went by i messaged her on twitter yea lol we mover covert lol i guess but she kept on typing saying she lost her daughter i statement that i did not understand and probably never will and then she said good night left me with all my thoughts everything all alone making me think that i was not worthy of being with her daughter which sucks to me because like i said before that she is the girl i love. and the only girl i want to be with and to me i think the big man up stairs is kinda putting this on me to show how much i can take. And i think that i am doing a good job for a couple of days. Well here is where i call it quits with this blog or novel short story whatever you wanna call it if no one reads it I understand but this was meant for me to vent and i did just that even with my bad grammar.
